The Name of IT

  The act of admitting 

to being Vulnerable

  is Vulnerability itself

I once had someone who asked to read some of my writings and I replied no,

I guess I was scare,cause writing is where I get to express myself and I don't want to share that part of myself yet, call it selfish but I don't care, I call it..........I don't know.

I think the person understood cause"the person" said,you don't want to appear Vulnerable.

I guess that was IT, that's the name, that's why I am so scared to give anyone my writings to read.

Finally,there's a feeling for the fast beating of my heart and close wall I build up  whenever my writings is brought up.

Finally I have a name for it now... Vulnerable

But then again the act of admitting to being Vulnerable, is that not Vulnerability itself?

This left me wandering cause I didn't want to be Vulnerable and admitting to being that is Vulnerability.

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